Have I failed?

This question has been nagging me.
Day and night. Night and Day.
Dawn to Dusk. And, back.
As, Chronicula famously asked ...

I feel pathetic ...

I think the only option out of this, would be death.

Which is, by the way ... only a matter of when ...

Hangover Hangs On

An overdose of Paracetamol.
An aura hangs over my head - I can't even think properly.
Nausea. Headache. Intermittent hallucinations.

Funny thing is that I don't want it to go away.
I overdosed on pills for no reason.
So, I want the thing to stay!